Leaving you... and everything behind.

Current Location: Office - Mall of Asia
Current Mood: Confused
Current Music: What I've Done - Linkin Park

Leaving You Behind

Leaving you wasn't easy,
but yet it wasn't hard.
You made me cry.
I made you do the same.
I will miss you till I see you,
and love you forever.
I feel bad for leaving,
yet happy I’m gone.
As I sit here thinking of you,
I feel lost yet complete.
And as you sit thinking of me,
you feel whole yet sad and incomplete.
I can see the fear in your eyes,
feel the pain in your hands.

Leaving you wasn't easy,
but yet it wasn't hard.
Seeing you hurt,
seeing you cry and weep,
moan scream and cut,
it hurts me to say I’m sorry and mean it.
You love him and admit it,
yet i know you know you guys don’t belong.
Yes I know no one will understand,
never will never have.
But I can help,
and even from 4 hours away,
I am still in use.

I am sorry for leaving you and making you cry.
But it’s something I had to do.
I had no other choice.
Yes I could’ve stayed,
yes I could’ve never left.
But that would mean putting me under pain and stress.
That would mean more cuts and scars.
Screams and cries.
I chose what I did because I had to.
No because I wanted to.
I will always miss you till you come,
and never forget you until you forget me.

Leaving you wasn’t easy,
but yet it wasn’t hard.

Bubba Gump

What would you do after a long night of work? Ofcourse eat out with your friends... After a long night at the office, my friends and I thought of eating at Bubba Gump in Greenbelt 3. So we decided to go there and since I live just a few blocks away I can't say no. And yes here I go again taking tons of pictures.

We arrived at the restaurant a bit too early so we decided to just hangout and smoke until it opens. (We got there 10:30AM) By 11:15AM we were looking at the menu deciding if we're gonna eat rice or not. I picked spicy fish with rice. Sam ordered for pene. Paui opted for chicken with mashed potatoes and corn, Yum Yum! Che got the New Oarleans Shimp with rice. The food is a bit pricy but who cares? I love eating here and I love their food!

Our orders arrived after 20 minutes I guess and we enjoyed eating the food. Paui even said this is the first time she enjoyed eating something after a long time. We finished our lunch and started talking about work, our lives, relationships, and friends. We were having so much fun and were laughing our hearts out in the smoking section of the resto when suddenly someone from the bar said "cheers guys!". Being friendly and all we said hi to the guy who I think is in his late 40s. He was alone and we later found out that he's fil-am who frequents the resto. He's name is Jason and damn does he talk alot. Hehehe! We stayed for a bit more and talked with Jason and decided to leave the place at 1:30PM. Ofcourse we still need to sleep... Especially me since I still have work tonight. Unlike the rest who are off for tonight.

Could this be it?

I'm a bit sleepy and tired tonight here at work... Slept Sunday night around 11PM and got up 4AM Monday... Got bored so went online for an hour and got ready to go back to the Condo.

Last Sunday was a blast but I had to go to my parent's place and get more stuff. I left our house around 8AM and got to the condo a few minutes before 9AM. I tried catching some sleep but I really can't (plus text messages from R made it hard to keep my eyes shut). R and I've been exchanging messages since the first time we met at my good friend Ben's birthday party. R's nice and I think we click.

Anyway I wanted to get some sleep since I have work tonight plus I will be meeting up with R tonight for dinner. Around 4PM R texted me asking if we could drop by the gym before going for dinner.

45 minutes later I was at the gym and met up with R. We had fun working out... well mostly chatting! Hehehe! By 6 we decided to shower and meet up outside the gym. We went to this Japanese resto at the promenade for dinner. I felt bad for R though since last week R is having a hard time eating with the new braces and splint to correct R's TMJ problem.

After dinner R wanted to have coffee so we went to this coffee shop and started talking about our lives. I asked R how the kids are doing... yes R has kids, 2 boys actually. I just realized that R is just as funny as me which was a welcomed surprise.

We didn't want to leave yet but I had to work and R had to go home since work starts early tomorrow morning plus the kids are waiting back home.

In the car R we held hands... silence. An Erie but wonderful feeling. Definitely this is not the last... will see you again Bebi! Take care!

New Haircut!

Me and my cuz decided to go to Greenbelt3 and get a haircut after breakfast... My hair needed some trimming so there. I love my hair long so I just had it texturized a bit my cuz just needed some trimming here and there. On the way to Greenbelt I decided to take some pictures.

Let's go to the market!

It was a lovely Sunday morning. This is the first day of my stay in my new place in Makati. My cousin Lucas and I decided to go to Greenbelt to have breakfast but on the way there we passed the Sunday Market and decided to check it out and probably grab some food and stuff for the condo.

We ended up buying tons of fruits, a bottle of this really nice tomato dip, a bag of organic / handmade body soap, and breakfast! We had this burger steak and a healthy plate of eggplant with tomatoes and onion topped with Bagoong (Shrimp Paste)

I also saw someone I don't wanna see... then it hit me. This person lives just right across the street from where my place is. What a small world!

All in all it was a nice experience... especially on a sunday when you just wanna relax... We'll definitely put this in our weekly agenda.